I'm not a quitter

"Don't give up before the miracle happens."

I don't think I'm "giving up," per se. I'm sure as hell not giving up on sobriety. It was the best gift I've given to myself. I feel better, I think better, I drive better. My sobriety is important to me. I'm not going to bars or putting myself in situations where everyone is drinking. I'm taking it one day at a time and committing to myself.

And I'm not "quitting" AA. I'm just...reconsidering. Thinking about whether I want to keep sober through AA. I don't know. I think it's a great program, and I've seen it work. I just don't know if I need it.