When in doubt, ask!

Since my mind is so messed up right now, I thought I'd ask some people if they remembered times when I was manic, or depressed, outside of the horribly obvious - like suicide attempts.

"That time when you went home with the guy in the snowstorm was pretty manic." said Tanya. Yeah, I kinda disappeared for 3 days.

"You get all bug-eyed and physically ansty." Micheal said. "I guess it's hard for you to see it, but you get really agitated and obsessed."

Good stuff to remember. I think I'm ready for the doc tomorrow. I'm just hoping the inclimate weather doesn't get in my way.